Kamikaze

I can't remember just how this all began.
But I know just how I want it to end.
She sings a lullaby about a nightmare from within. 
She thinks she sees the ghost. This haunt that will not end.
 [bad word] 
You gave me your heart and I gave you a gun.
As she vomits estrogen.
You paid with a smile. Your time is not mine.
Can you hear me screaming now?

I'm not the one who's here to soothe your pain.
I have no answers now just questions to this maze.
Will my daughter remember who I am?
The father hits the mother, where do I begin?
And there's no place to hide from what's within.
 [bad word] 
Can you hear me screaming?

Savor the pain, you're alive (x4)

Can you hear me?

Savor the pain, you're alive (x2)
Savor the pain
Savor the pain, you're alive (x2)
Savor the pain