A Mirror Behind

I find it's a bit oppressive 
To think that the world is running around 
And waste your time in search of an image 
If you can't see there is a mirror behind 
Break the default feelings 
And then kick the [bad word] of the habits 
Don't live in search of the attitude 
Just be and [bad word] the other lies 

I've got the impression, and I'm not alone 
That in you boys something's going afraid 
I don't like a hand on my back from behind 
But I'm not frightened by myself 
Pretend my will 
The spinal marrow of life 
And not alone we'll find a source 
Where I drink the most forbidden wine 

mind set 
The meaning of a borrowed life 
Not a move in the right direction 
Just on and on the same old try 
Give me back that treasure 
I'll be twice at the same time 
Or follow my realizing way 
Just be and [bad word] the other lies 

I know who you are 
Cold tiredness inactive desire 
Take my hand now 
Recall the primordial era 
Give me back that treasure 
I'll be twice at the same time 
mind set in permission 
The meaning of a borrowed life