So Far Away(OST сверхъестественное)

This is my life, it's not what it was before,
All these feelings I've shared,
These are my dreams I've never lived before
Somebody shake me cause I, I must be sleeping

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Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the [bad word] we trought was in vain
All the mistakes one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive and I am not ashamed,
To be the person that I am today

These are my words I've never said before:
"I think I'm doing ok"
This is the smile I've never shown before,
somebody shake me cause I, I must be sleeping

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I'm so afraid of waking, please don't shake me,
I'm afraid of waking, please don't shake me

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