Emotv Denial

#E-motv Denial#
song by Erotic Juliet
author Ash R.

trying again and again 
still this is not happening
the black and white and senseless
touch of sound ( i'm naked and frozen )

i kneel and search the dirt for
a crumb of anything at all
it's hard to breath i'm nailed against
the ground ( a torturing mind-shell )

the one inside me is gone
he's scared to death, down on all fours
his pieces all over the floor
the one inside me is gone
life is a lie

colorblind in a rat trap
hate's scape in my dream i can
blow my head and violate my shrine

a tongue and a void and the weigth of the lack
it hasn't even started yet
stuck inside the veil that sucks delight

the one inside me is gone
he's scared to death, down on all fours
his pieces all over the floor
the one inside me is gone

that person not here, not anymore
what you see only used to be.
there is just water... and clouds
not even a memory, for I never
really existed

and now.... beyond tears
you can have everything i am
because there's nothing left to hurt
and i'm completely free

today I stand still, quiet
the wind has become breeze and the
pain is gone. There is no roughness,
no doubts, no one left, no hard feelings
and nothing in this world can stop me

my life is a lie

the one inside me is gone
doing well, he's stuck in hell
all he knew as true has fell
the one inside me is gone
just a kid on hands and knees
he screams in drops, so you can't hear
the one inside me is gone
life is a lie... a lie