Caution! Outcast

My heart is no longer beats as I could hear it
For ages, whole my life
This suffering, forever alone and crowd outside
Can you hear my words if I can`t see my reflection anymore
Walking in shadows I forgot the meaning of words that I loved
There is no escape. And beauty has faded in time
Crossing the road look everywhere, because death can ride on a metal horse

Falling in dark, light everywhere and I can the shore, is this the sea, is this the sea of my life? 
Falling apart, it`s hard to stake awake again, how can you die, if you spent your whole life dying

Save me, I scream at the sky, but there is no answer
Tell me, tell me where am I and how can I get out. 
And the sea is still so mute. Cold tide washes my sins away.
Down on my knees, I found regret, what have I done that I deserve all this?
I was so indifferent to myself, that world has turned against me. The storm is coming

Falling in dark, light everywhere and I can the shore, is this the sea, is this the sea of my life? 
Falling apart, it`s hard to stake awake again, how can you die, if you spent your whole life dying