Always in a rush

Always in a rush
 Never stay on the phone long enough
 Why am I so self-important?
 Said I'd see you soon
 But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
 Didn't know time was of the essence

 So many questions
 But I'm talking to myself
 I know that you can't hear me any more
 Not anymore
 So much to tell you
 And most of all goodbye
 But I know that you can't hear me any more

 It's so loud inside my head
 With words that I should have said
 And as I drown in my regrets
 I can't take back the words I never said
 I never said
 I can't take back the words I never said

 Always talking [bad word]  Took your advice and did the opposite
 Just being young and stupid
 I haven't been all that you could've hoped for
 But if you'd held on a little longer
 You'd have had more reasons to be proud

 So many questions
 But I'm talking to myself
 I know that you can't hear me any more
 Not anymore
 So much to tell you
 And most of all goodbye
 But I know that you can't hear me any more

 It's so loud inside my head
 With words that I should have said
 And as I drown in my regrets
 I can't take back the words

 The longer I stand here
 The louder the silence
 I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear I hear
 Your voice when the wind blows
 So I talk to the shadows
 Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know

 It's so loud inside my head
 With words that I should have said
 And as I drown in my regrets
 I can't take back the words I never said
 I never said
 I can't take back the words I never said
 Never said
 I can't take back the words I never said