Why do I expect something more?

I was the only one who was broken.
But now I hear your voice inside my head
Now I have so many things unforgiven
And regret that I'm not dead
I rest nowhere wherever I go
Unasked question deep in my soul.
What am i searching? there is no place like home.
I need to know. do i have something at all?

You will never forgive me
Like it was before
Because I broke your heart into pieces
Why do I expect something more

I asked you to leave out of my life.
But every time I prayed for you to stay close by.
Trembling with fear as a moonless night
Every time when you're shattered my heart
At the end of the story I could not resist
My mind is like a bubble burst
Now the Chamber in asylum is home
But you do not care about it at all