I cannot wait to see your struggle within

I cannot wait to see your struggle within 
share of stench of your guilt 
In this hysterical addiction 
I shall discard your deceit 
My soul is burning as your flesh crawls 
Ripped from your burden of grief 
Too tired to mourn and too sad to care 
Just get the [bad word] out of here 

[Chorus Part 1:] 
Crawl in me 
Inside my veins you're burning still 
Grow in me 
But my heart you're dead for real 

Get inside my house of grief 
Here's where I want you to be 
Decaying slow a frantic crumble 
Towards the end of your dreams 

[Chorus Part 2 (2x):] 
The last time 
Those years were all in vain 
Come save my soul 

Craving 'till your last breath 
But still demanding respect 
Just like a doll I see you falter 
Shattering fragments of guilt 
But I'm so tired of your blathering 
Of your constant lies of your sickness 
Let me close the door on your memory 
And watch you burn inside my prison 

[Chorus Part 1 and 2] 

Feeble legs are fast to crumble 
In a constant reverence 
Save your prayers for tomorrow 
'Cause today drown with me 

[Chorus Part 1 and 2 ]