Jealousy

I hate where I'm at
                      Acting crazy like that
                          I know that I've been wrong
                                   It's something I've been working on
                              And I don't know what to do
                                  It's changing me, It's killing you
                                   I'd tear out my insides if I could
                                     But I don't know if it'd do me good
                                         Ooh, I'm sorry friends, I'm sorry lovers
                           To put us all in this mess
                              
I know we still got each other
                         When I'm in distress
                                         Everytime that I feel like I've figured it out
                       I can't seem to figure it in
                          
It's got nothing to do with me
                   
It's not even you, you see
              It's part of my chemistry
              It's this jealousy
                         In absolutely no position
                          To be so needlessly unkind
                                    Cos I'mma run right in this fiction
                        Make it real in my mind
                                  It drives me crazy in the morning
                                    Who is this monster in the mirror?
                                  Try to get the steam to fog it out
                               But I just can't get it clear
                                        Oh, and I can't stand what I'm feeling
                                   It's just like poison in my veins
                        I know that I'm speaking
                                But I don't know what I'm saying
                                                  Cos every time that I feel like the world just got lighter
                          It seems like my muscles give out
                    It's got nothing to do with me
           It's not even you, you see
              It's part of my chemistry
              It's this jealousy
        And I'm hearing your voice
         Babe you know it's your choice
            Maybe so
      And I know it's no use
                              But it's the only excuse that I know, know, know
           Let me go
           Let me go
           Oh let me go
                  oh oh oh let me go
                                          Now let's be real I feel just like a child
                                        Man, someone could be taking all my toys
                           Call me dumb, call me wild
                                      See that's the thing with little boys
                                               Ohhhhhh, I know I can't get it out in the shower
                         Or drink it up at the bar
                       This sugar's gone sour
                      And it's gone way too far
                                                     Every time that I feel like I'm riding so high, feel on top of the world
                                  The b*tch just keeps telling me "no!"
                    It's got nothing to do with me
            It's not even you, you see