Surfacing

Running out of ways to run
I can't see I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is doing me in!
 [bad word] it all! [bad word] this world! [bad word] everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a [bad word] 
Don't ever judge me!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is doing me in!
 [bad word] it all! [bad word] this world! [bad word] everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a [bad word] 
Don't ever judge me!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every [bad word] word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a [bad word] thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move