Virgin Veins

what a drag 
 beautiful and sad 
 a graveyard on the sun 
 [bad word] up 
 you just self [bad word] 
 abandoned and undone 

 the heart is a monument 
 to a childhood of abuse 
 a quiet suffering 
 that knows no one wants you 
 so lonely 
 so ugly 
 and confused 

 virgin veins 
 hold [bad word] pain 
 of a past that cannot die 
 crippling everything 
 in cages of desire 

 the heart is a monument 
 to a childhood of abuse 
 a quiet suffering 
 that knows no one wants you 
 so lonely 
 so ugly 
 and confused