Enemy

Beautiful
alone with my enemy
and share a bitter cup
of poisoning
my countenance
to see his face in mine
and follow every line
back to my enemy
 [bad word] 
you are mine
pennyroyal wine fly
like an innocent child
that followed every line 
back to my enemy

beautiful
falling fast from a state of grace
and [bad word] there is a light
in darkest place
my dirty knees
hold the ground till it's done with me [bad word] to see that beauty is a thing
that is without grace
 [bad word] 

beautiful
at home with my history [bad word] the scarlet ink
with the tears of mercy
my battle wounds
lay to rest a treasure box
and thinkin of the scars
as the jewels of my story
 [bad word]