Suddenly

I am so high, I can't look back,
I'm waiting for [bad word] next.
You can't live this life for me.
But I can't, you have control.

I can't last, tonight turns to day,
I can't find, the words to say.
It all stops when [bad word] 
But you can't, I hear and you're great.

Suddenly I was free,
You left me without anything.
Suddenly I was free,
You shot me in front of everything.
Now you're all I need.

Blue shadows behind your eyes.
I wonder who you disguise?
Through windows behind the sky
I wonder who you will find?

I'm so tired, I can't get back,
I'm walking to still connect
With something I have left.
Well, I can't, you have control.

Suddenly I was free,
You left me without anything.
Suddenly I was free,
You shot me in front of everything.
Now you're all I see.

Blue shadows behind your eyes.
I wonder who you disguise?
Through windows behind the sky
I wonder who you will find?