Anti Nostalgic

Toumei ga yozora somete
hitori aruku itsumo no kaerimichi
Kuchizusamu konna kimochi
nemuru kimi ni todoketai na OH... UM...
Nanika ni obieteru jibun ga chotto iya ni naru
tsugeru omoi [bad word] hibi ni...
dokoka ni wasureteru kokoro ga chotto itakunaru
toki wo tsunagu hoshi no yoru ni kimi wo [bad word] 
Toozakaru kumo ni nosete
boku no kimochi tachidomaru kaerimichi 
Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki
todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru
Namida ga koboreteru egao ga chotto hoshikunaru
kimi no soba ni ireru dake de boku wa...
Dareka ga toikakeru rikutsu ga motto hoshikunaru
kieru kage ni mabushisugita hibi wo [bad word] 
Nanika ni obieteru jibun ga chotto iya ni naru
tsugeru omoi [bad word] hibi ni...
dokoka ni wasureteru kokoro ga chotto itakunaru
toki wo tsunagu hoshi no yoru ni kimi wo [bad word] 
Transparency dyes the night sky, and
I walk alone on the road that always leads home.
Singing to myself, I want to send these kinds of feelings
to you in your sleep, oh, um... 
I'm tangled up in something; I'm getting a little sick of myself --
tangled up in the feelings to convey to those days that have been left behind...
The heart I've forgotten somewhere is starting to hurt a little.
I keep searching for you in a night lit by the stars that are bound to that time.
I place my feelings on the receding clouds
on the road home, where I pause to stand.
You are already a part of my continuing dreams;
I know that (those feelings) can't possibly reach you from here.
The tears keep falling; jut by being able to be close to you,
I'm starting to want a smile, just a little...
Someone asks questions; I'm starting to want this to make more sense.
You cast those too-brilliant days into a fading shadow.