saa minna mimi wo katamukete kure sukoshi iiwake wo [bad word] da

saa minna mimi wo katamukete kure sukoshi iiwake wo [bad word] da 
utsu muita mama demo me wo [bad word] mama demo ii kiitekure sukoshi dake... 
kigatsukeba jiga to iu kara no naka de kurakute nanimo mienaku natteitan'da 
itsumo nanika ni oware yokkyuu sareru koto no kurikaeshi daremo waratte kurenaku natteita 
sorya sou sa atarimae daro omae wa subete hitei [bad word] fumitsubishita uragitta 

aa subete muni mokushi konton no naka de genjitsu ga mienu 
aa boku wo saegiru mono kattou no naka no genjitsu ga mieru? 

aa... uta ga utaenaku nari hajimete [bad word] jiga no oroka 
aa... nanimo utaenaku nari hajimete kizuita tsumi no omoki 
aa... subete ushinatte konton no naka no genjitsu ga mieta 
aa... [bad word]  [bad word] boku wa sore ni kizuku koto dekinakatta no darou