The Quiet Screaming

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast
Is taking me home
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
 
I'm reading your note over again
And there's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
I will love you always and forever

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
and I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.

We saw the western coast 
I saw the hospital 
Nursed the shoreline like a wound 
Reports of lover's tryst 
Were neither clear nor descript 
We kept it safe and slow 
The quiet things that no one ever knows 

So keep the blood in your head 
And keep your feet on the ground 
Today's the day it gets tired 
Today's the day we drop down 
Gave up my body and bed 
All for an empty hotel 
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals 

Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
but as for me, I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone
Making out.

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast is taking me home.


and iiii....

So keep the blood in your head 
And keep your feet on the ground 
Today's the day it gets tired 
Today's the day we drop down 
Gave up my body and bed 
All for an empty hotel 
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals 

So keep the blood in your head 
And keep your feet on the ground 
Today's the day it gets tired 
Today's the day we drop down 
Gave up my body and bed 
All for an empty hotel 
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals 

(Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.)

So keep the blood in your head 
And keep your feet on the ground 
Today's the day it gets tired 
Today's the day we drop down 
Gave up my body and bed 
All for an empty hotel 
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals