Story of my life

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company 
He’s more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that this guy is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true 
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside to know 
That I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... 
murderer 
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well 
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside to know 
That I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... 
murderer 
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head 
Get it over with I don't wanna do this anymore (anymore) 
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be... 
murderer (a murderer)