Sad Almost A Winner

Your mouth is the fire that knows how to swallow me
You keep me as a slave of your flesh
I feel like I can't pull away from you
But inside I hate you 'cause I don't know how to resist you
Cause you're the failure of my will
Or maybe I'd just like...I'd like to be you

I feel your full heart beats but that
sound means nothing to me now
I feel your cruel heart close to me
but it is just blackmail without pride

I feel your full heart beats but that
sound means nothing to me now
I feel your cruel heart close to me
but it is just blackmail without pride

I've learned to surrender so I'd feel alive and devour you
To feel your presence vibrate in me
Hold on love me anyway

'cause I know how to make you experience your filthy self
Grip my hand and take me to the gallows the ones we built
Yes...
I chose them with you

I feel your full heart beats but that sound means nothing to me now
I feel your cruel heart close to me
but it is just blackmail without pride
I feel your full heart beats but that
sound means nothing to me now

I feel your cruel heart close to me
but it is just blackmail without pride

I'll offer myself to you only when
I know I've been condemned
I'll be free of my self liberated by the torture I choose
Proud of my punishement the pain of still feeling alive for once in my life.