Isolation (Joy division cover)

i fear every day, every evening.
he calls her aloud from above.
carefully watch for a reason,
painstaking devotion of love.
surrendered to self-preservation
from others who care for themselves.
a blindness that touches perfection,
but faces like anything else.
isolation, isolation, isolation.

mother, i tried, please believe me.
i'm doing the best that i can.
i'm ashamed of the things i've been put through.
i'm ashamed of the person i am.
isolation, isolation, isolation.

but if you could just see the beauty,
these things i could never describe.
this is my one consolation.
this is my one [bad word] prize.
isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation.