Note To Self

You step upon me but i'm still up.
This is my life and I won't give it up.
I got,
more than it takes
I can't be,
laying here with you.
I'll do,
everything that I wanna do.

You're as,
heartless as it gets.
I need the world to know,
that the,
next one you touch
will end up a ghost.
I got,
more than it takes
I can't be,
laying here with you.
I'll do,
everything that I wanna do.

I Just wanna know what the [bad word] did I do,
while you're [bad word] other dudes,
lettin' 'em [bad word] inside you.
You'll be pregnant in no time.
Broke with no life.
Yellin' out "Oh why? Richy was so nice".
You were just so blind.
And I know that you hope I,
turn around and come back.
But I won't.
That's no lie.
For all I give a [bad word] you could
turn around and go die.
Don't need you in my life
'cause my future is so bright.
Get someone after me
they better have a gun.
'Cause it'll be a tragedy I said
that I don't run.
Pepper spray in one hand
a knife in the other.
If you mess with me man
i'ma slice you like butter.
And, I don't give a [bad word] if you
bench press a million pounds.
I'ma get me a pistol and stick
it in your mouth.
There's nothin' to say now.
I'll blow your brains out.
I'll blow your brains out.

I got,
more than it takes
I can't be,
laying here with you.
I'll do,
everything that I wanna do.

You can't see tears when
you stand in the rain.
I'll chase my faith down
I'll die insane.
You can't see tears when
you stand in the rain.
I'll chase my faith down
I'll die insane.

There's nothing left for me to do
'cause you're all evil now.
I should feed you to the wolves.
They are screaming out.
There's nothing left for me to do
'cause you're all evil now.
I should feed you to the wolves.
They are screaming out.

She has,
the time,
to carry on.
She's left,
behind.
I don't feel it at all.
She has,
the time,
to carry on.
She's left,
behind.
I don't feel it at all.

There's nothing left for me to do
'cause you're all evil now.
I should feed you to the wolves.
They are screaming out.
There's nothing left for me to do
'cause you're all evil now.
I should feed you to the wolves.
They are screaming out.