Paranoid

[Hook:]
Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, [bad word] me up
Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, [bad word] me up
They wanna rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, [bad word] me up
Rinse me out, use me up, cuss me down, [bad word] me up

[Verse 1:]
Sometimes when I'm on my own
And there ain't no one around I feel all alone
Laying in my bed I'm a nervous wreck
And I wind myself up until I'm vexed
Keep telling myself they're out to get me
And I ain't sure who, so I make it up
Come to my own conclusions I'm crazy
Start thinking up all kinds of stuff
Like, [bad word] my girl, I know she cheating
That golddigger [bad word] just thieving
Act like I don't care but I'm grieving
Start switching up for no reason
Told myself I ain't got no friends [bad word] my people, [bad word] my ends
No rational thought, I'm low
I'm paranoid, all I know is they wanna

[Hook]

[Verse 2:]
And then I think about beef
Over the years I've had so much grief
Whole lot of drama in and out of East
Won't let anyone take me for a chief
And mans say they got my back
But it's really all just chat
Cause when it all gets on top
They leave me alone to scrap
And I went to the ends, heard whispers
Old friends chatting bout kidnapping
Now they hurt my pride and ego
I don't care about rap, Im strapping
But the olders told me ignore it
Cause I really ain't got time for it
And the ghetto, I already saw it
I'm in the world now, I gotta explore it
I can't let 'em

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[Verse 3:]
No guts, no glory, no get, no gain
No love, no pain, I'm going insane
It's all too much for the brain
I'm so paranoid, I feel strange
And it's so long-range
Been too long, I gotta make some change [bad word] the world, I'd rather take some blame
Or I could just buy a platinum chain
Diamond rings and and other shiny things
Maybe the bling'll help me maintain
Or at least that it help to explain
What's my path, am I in the right lane?
Why I feel so left out in the rain?
Why's it hard, it should be simple and plain
All I see when I'm in this game

Everybody wanna
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