Beachy Head

Often times we question our value in life. 
Is the potential reward of happiness 
Worth all of our pain and suffering? 
In the most extreme cases, 
The thought of suicide seems to paralyze 
Our self-esteem dramatically, 
Seducing us into the lowest places, 
Our mind can go, but choosing to start a new life 
Doesn't mean we need to end this one. 
Taking life in a new direction is the first step, 
And whether you believe or existence comes 
From the heavens or nature, 
We should all value this gift called life. 

Live with a lie, 
You've altered the way of my life. 
Now I know why 
You always wanted to die. 
Your words kill my heart, 
Like a needle straight into my veins. 
But I hate that your drug 
Can heal all of my pain. 

Now, white cliffs by the sea 
Seduce my weakened mind. 
Is this the end of my time? 

Oh the rapture, 
In the thought of ending my pain, 
With the poison. 
I just can't let go of 
All regret from my choices. 

Life in the sky, 
Kingdom up above, 
What opens the door, 
'His word' or the drugs? 
How do I hold, 
This faith out of fear? 
This chronic urge became 
Too much for me to bear. 

Now, white cliffs by the sea 
Seduce my weakened mind. 
Is this the end of my time? 

Oh the rapture, 
In the thought of ending my pain, 
With the poison. 
I just can't let go of 
All regret from my choices. 

REGRET! 

Live with a lie, 
You've altered the way of my life. 
Now I know why 
You always wanted to die. 
Your words kill my heart, 
Like a needle straight into my veins. 
But I hate that your drug 
Can heal all of my pain. 

Now I'm free from the poison. 
Learn from the pain 
And my choices.