Story of my life

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
'cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company 
He's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true 
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying 
refrain:
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer 
I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well 
'cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying 
refrain 
Our love his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore) 
refrain 
No no no no 
Yeah yeah yeah