Gay-porn in the morning, gay-porn in the evening, gay-porn after lunch

tears
are falling down
and i can't run
from the feelings
day we fell apart
still in my heart
i was too silly 
and now
you're with another guy
he seems to be
much more better than i
these thoughts
are still inside my head
and now everything i have is just
 [bad word] [bad word] in the morning, [bad word] [bad word] in the evening, [bad word] [bad word] after lunch
that's how i killed my feelings [bad word] [bad word] in the bathroom, [bad word] [bad word] in the kitchen, [bad word] [bad word] in the bedroom
that's how i spent my weekend
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