I'm Nothing Special

You always said I need more confidence, 
I never found a reason to believe that, 
I'm always dealing with this consequence, 
from everything I've gone through,
from everything I've gone through,  

Looks like I'm done going with my heart, 
Cause I'm too poisoned by my clouded mind, 

I'm nothing special, You don't need me, 
I am unstable, so I can't even think 
about trying to make you happy if I don't know what's good for me, 

You better not be blaming yourself for me ending it, 
I hope you know you're not the reason why I can't commit, 
I really need to let go of the pain from my past, 
Because I had something with you that I could have made last, 

Looks like I'm done going with my heart, 
Cause I'm too poisoned by my clouded mind, 

I'm nothing special, You don't need me, 
I am unstable, so I can't even think 
about trying to make you happy if I don't know what's good for me, 

I never thought that I'd ever say that I'm afraid to fall in love again, 
The only time I ever fell in love I was left with my heart broken, 
There I was stranded and along but then that's where came in, 
I'm sorry I broke down in fear a destroyed something good again, 

I'm nothing special, You could do better than me, 
I am unstable, so I can't even think 
about trying to make you happy if I don't know what's good for me, 

What's good for me?