Adult

Tears fall at the end of a long day
Where am I going?
I thought I was in enough pain
But I guess there’s still a lot left

As if I’m alone in this big world
No one tries to look into my heart
No one

When I close my eyes
I see myself and I tell myself
Not to get tired
To take a break for a moment
That the thick darkness
That doesn’t seem like it would leave
Will leave once I let myself go

Like a foreigner among laughing people
I’m the only one who seems like everything is lost
Was I [bad word] forward mindlessly?
My dreams have gotten too far away now

Will this long sadness ever stop?
Will warm sunlight ever shine down on me?

 [bad word] myself
And seeing stars that will forever shine
I’m dreaming these kinds of sleepless dreams
But the foolish me
Only realized
That I’ll never be myself
Only after I opened my eyes

 [bad word] myself
And seeing stars that will forever shine
I’m dreaming these kinds of sleepless dreams
But the foolish me
Only realized
That I’ll never be myself
Only after I opened my eyes

On what day, at which time, at which place
Will my small world smile at me?