I Swallowed A Bug

tongue tied around my neck. blood
dripping from my lips. i am
shaking at the thought of
something insignificant. rain
cloud above my head. thunder
inside my chest. i need to ask
you something very serious...can
you draw me? i need to see how you
feel. can you use me? i need to
be how you feel. my eyes
explode...my life explodes. 
regained all of my senses in a
single second, it is overwhelming
me...it is overwhelming me. i
have been numb for so many months,
it is overwhelming me...it is
overwhelming me. i can recite
your smile from one hundred blocks
away...can you say the same?