Failure

Woke up alone in my beanstalk of lies 
Where do balloons go die? 
Throughout my life, I've always shut my mouth 
And now it's filled with blood 

I feel like I'm losing my way in the dark 
Feel like I'm nobody and everyone 
If I'm the fool I'm supposed to be 
Will the illusion make me or will it break me in half? 

When the light goes off 
Everything I've ever wanted's leading me to nothing at all 
I fly indoors 
My fairytales are gonna bring me down 

As I've said before I'll never drink again 
Only to feel like I have friends 
Feels like I'm lost in a charade, not even I know who I am 
I've become what I've been fed 

Now I want everything, I wanna be the best 
You don't matter to me and nor do the rest 
Nobody can tell me what it's like to live a happy life cause 
Nobody's dreams are mine 

Until the light goes off 
Everything I've ever wanted's leading me to nothing at all 
I fly indoors 
And all my fairytales come back to life