Paranoid Doll

torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro  ugokenaku naru
jibun no kimochi* sae mienai  me wo somuketeru
te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga

"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo"
"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"

mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku

jiyuu wo motomete wa  tadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru
karada ga kirisakare  itami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozuki  hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA

tsunagareta teashi  kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasu  ano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka

"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"

tewatasareru  kindan no akai mi

jibunrashisa nante  wakaranakute
kako ni shibarare  kurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni  "ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wo  tsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizutsuite shimatta  mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
BOKU WA PARANOIA

unadareru kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita

kurai yami no naka de  mogaki nagara
nandomo jibun wo mitsuketeru
migite ni nokoru akai iro  BARABARA no chouchou
konomama nemurazu ni  aruki tsuzukereba
itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
yuku te ni  kimi no ashiato ga mieru  mou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA