Kokoronashi

Romaji

Nee, moshimo subete nagesuteraretara
Waratte [bad word] koto ga raku ni [bad word] no?
Mata mune ga itaku [bad word] kara
Mou nani mo iwanai de yo

Nee, moshimo subete wasurerareta nara
Nakanai de [bad word] koto mo raku ni [bad word] no?
Demo sonna koto dekinai kara
Mou nani mo misenai de yo

Kimi ni dore dake chikazuite mo
Boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake

Hidoi yo  hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo
 [bad word]  hikisaite  suki na you ni [bad word] yo
Sakende  mogaite  mabuta wo [bad word] mo
Mada kimi wa boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai
Mou ii yo

Nee, moshimo boku no negai ga kanau nara
Kimi to onaji mono ga hoshii'nda
Demo boku ni wa sonzai shinai kara
Jaa semete koko ni kite yo

Kimi ni dore dake aisarete mo
Boku no shinzou wa hitotsu dake

Yamete yo  yamete yo, yasashiku shinai de yo
 [bad word] mo boku ni wa rikai ga dekinai yo
Itai yo  itai yo, kotoba de oshiete yo
Konna no shiranai yo  hitori ni shinai de

Hidoi yo  hidoi yo, mou isso boku no karada wo
 [bad word]  hikisaite  suki na you ni [bad word] yo
Sakende  mogaite  mabuta wo [bad word] mo
Mada kimi wa boku no koto wo dakishimete hanasanai
Mou ii yo

Nee, moshimo boku ni kokoro ga [bad word] nara
Dou yatte sore wo mitsukereba ii no?
Sukoshi hohoende kimi ga iu
"Sore wa ne, koko ni [bad word] yo"

English

If I abandoned everything
Would it be easier to laugh and live?
My chest is starting to hurt again
Don't say any more

If I forgot everything 
Would it be easier to live without tears?
But I can't do that
Don't show me any more

However close I get to you
I only have one heart

It's [bad word]  it's ugly, I'd rather you take my body
And destroy it, tear it apart, do as you like with it
No matter how much I scream and [bad word]  or my eyelids swell
You just hold me without letting go
You can stop now

If my wishes came [bad word] 
I would want the same as you
But I don't have any
At [bad word] here

However much I'm loved by you
I only have one heart

Stop, quit it, you're being too kind to me
I can't understand, however I try
It hurts, I'm in pain, use your words and tell me
I don't know what's going on, don't leave me alone

It's [bad word]  it's ugly, I'd rather you take my body 
And destroy it, tear it apart, do as you like with it
No matter how much I scream and [bad word]  or my eyelids swell
You just hold me without letting go
You can stop now

If I have a heart
How could I find it?
You smile a little and say to me
"If that's what you're looking for, it's right here"