anata to no deai de

anata to no deai de
atashi wa mukashi yori mo zutto waraeru you ni natta
kirawarenai you ni oboeta
ryouri ya sentaku mo anata no tame
dakara soba ni isasete
ganbaru kara

anata wo ai [bad word] imasu.
konna ni ai [bad word] imasu
anata wa kizuitemasu ka ?
atashi no kataomoi ...

ikanaide koko ni ite
anata no soba ni itai
sukoshi de ii sukoshi de ii
atashi ni furimuite
fuan de fuan de ...
mune ga "kyu" te itai yo
yappariуААуААatashi ja dame na no ka na ...

koe ga kikitai kikitakute
naranai denwa wo miteru
aitai aezu ni matteruуААуААdoko e ikeba aemasu ka ?

konna atashi waуААanata no tame ni nani ga dekiru no deshou

itsumo atashi waуААanata no yasashii egao ni hagemasarete ...

sukoshi de iiуААanata no omoide ni sasete [bad word] ne wasurerareru kara
SAYONARA wa iwanai noуААnamidashi sou dakara
saigo wa waratteуААarigatou tte ... BAIBAI
ATASHI NO kataomoi ...

Because it was good like this... 

Since I have met you
I became able to always laugh more than in the past
I memorised it so that I wasn't disliked
I also cooked and did the laundry for you
Therefore make me stay by your side
Because I'm trying my best

I love you.
I love you like this
Will you become aware of it? 
Of my unrequited love... 

Don't go, be here
I want to be at your side
With a little it's fine, With a little it's fine
Look at me
In anxiety, in anxiety... 
My chest contracts painfully
Still