Still Laughing (The Fake Sound of Progress [2001])

Come take a look, because all this could mean that I
Don't really care who ends up getting hurt
Please take a look, if it's judgment versus instinct
How do I feel when my feelings don't even work?

Know that I believe, 'cause I can see it in your smile
Life stood still for me, when you called

Said I, answer me this
Yes all I have is questions
You can't slip away and hide behind a false [bad word] Time takes too long
Just seems like I'm still standing here now
And I can't even feel the rain that hits my shores

Know that I believe, 'cause I can see it in your eyes
Time stood still for me, when you called
 [bad word] ]
I'm still waiting, I still breathe
That's a sign that I'm still me
I'm still breathing I can see
So I must be alive for real

When will I get there, I should be here by now
Got it all worked out
Did I see you laughing?
Yeah funny, it's not me

In time all I want is in a way
Get too long and now it's gone
It's gone
 [bad word] 

So I must be alive for real
Yeah I must be alive for real
I must be alive for real