The Love Of Your Love(с3е12 мир иллюзий)

Xena 
Yes, I lied 
Thought I could protect you from the [bad word] 
Deliver you from evil
Spare your innocence and youth
That I could simply will it
Was the real [bad word] 
I was wrong
I wore a mask to cover my deceit
But underneath it all I couldn't keep away my doubt
Now I'm left without a mask
And one question left to ask
I'm sorry, please help me , forgive me
Don't hate me, don't leave me, forgive me
Forgive me, my debt as only you could
Forgive me the hate 
Replace evil with good
Forgive me and find out that you
will be able to forgive yourself too
My dear Solan,
I never told you that you were my son
I didn't know the days we had left were so few
If I only knew I'd have been with you
I'm so sorry I couldn't be the mother you deserved
And I regret that I missed your first step your first word 
That I never heard
Now it seems absurd
Can you forgive me
Open up your heart and let me in
No matter if the fates against us turn
There's one thing through all of this I've learned
That what I need from you is to...
Forgive me, I'm sorry, believe me
Stop hating, stop hurting, forgive me
Forgive those who harm you 
Do good for those who hate 
Forgive, if not forget 
I know it's not to late 
Forgive me and you'll discover too 
That the love of your love is you