Attacker

At night we hear you wandering
gently appearing softly and cautiously
there are glowing particles and flashing burst
but let me tell you that the whispering is the worst
And i say these things because i know the [bad word] 
Is he attacker or friend? with a message to send
or is it just lonliness?
It bothers me and i believe you said- you're jealous that i'm here instead
By and by, could this really happen when we die?
And we hear the sighs of brothers trapped before they realize
gently and appearing softly friend
Particles are glowing in spiral dance
whispering that he'll be back again