Esaul (A Place for My Head Demo)

Riding with the head full of bodies of red
And what I said still stuck in my head 
But mis-led thinking the things I do 
Would make you never wanna come back
But an on-front attack
So you could never run from that
Being trapped in this beau 
Some that I never wanted to do
But through it all you've got to see 
That where I want to be
Is over the pen again 
Letting it out of me
In the center of the day
In a dream 
Seeing all my thoughts
Getting lost in between
Realizing one 
Not the way that it seems 
And the killing and the killer with a head full of screams

I wanna live in another place
Where no one can say that I live for them
(start seeing its not meant to be)
I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy
place for my head

And when it all starts
We're gonna be crushed 
When it all falls apart
Knowing no matter how low
Hoping that you won't know
The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done
And consequently I've run away, just hidden again
Within the boundaries of an anguish 
Don't Want me to say this
But you're dragging me down
Lost in the chaos 
Being tossed around

Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic
Hope that some day you'll regret this
Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time
Adding to the panic in my confine

You
Try to take the best of me
Stay away

You
Try to take the best of me
Go away!

Shut...up...why