She seemed dressed in all of me

She seemed dressed in all of me 
Stretched across my shame 
All the torment and the pain 
Leaked through and covered me 
I'd do anything to have her to myself 
Just to have her for myself 
Now I don't know what to do 
I don't know what to do 
When she makes me sad 

She is everything to me 
The unrequited dream 
song that no one sings 
The unattainable 
She's a myth that I have to believe in 
All I need to make it real is one more reason 

I don't know what to do 
I don't know what to do 
When she makes me sad 

But I won't let this build up inside of me 

I catch in my throat 
Choke 
Torn into pieces 
I won't - no 
I don't wanna be this 

But I won't let this build up inside of me 

She isn't real 
I can't make her real