Heavy Thoughts

Guilty of the vice that keep my wrong from right
There was no one left to turn to in the middle of the night
Nights I use to spend alone, and I spent in fear
Fear is all I've ever known

Can't bare the load of these
Heavy thoughts weigh down on my head
Look into the shadows but the dark has turned red
to my dismay
Everything I love is slipping away, slipping away from me

I was always told that the world is against you
Make no apologies just do what you got to do to get ahead
Because the world would rather see you dead

Wake up in the morning, grab my heart from the freezer
It's grown a little cold and I have grown a little mean
I force these thoughts in my head that challenge my sanity because a bitch ass heart will get broke in the street