In Your Hands

Bound to this couch, I lie in waiting
Watching wind blown memories
Slip past my window sill I
Can't fall asleepVoice in my head disturbs me
Waking nightmares keep
Have my cries fallen on deaf ears
Can you hear meOr am I talking to myself again
Is there anybody listening
Are you taking this in
Am I wasting my breathTell me is the wind in your sails
Worth everything you give
Are you looking for something
ForgivenessI leave it up to you
I guess, Im better off removed
Because the situations
Growing too thick
In your handsCould it have been something I said
Or was it something that I did
Did I ruin my chance
Have you written me offTell me where did I cross the line
And can I work my way back this time
Will I always regret this
DecisionI leave it up to you
I hope you find a good excuse
Because Ive given about all that I can give
In your handsAre you taking this in
Am I wasting my breath
Did I ruin my chance
Have you written me offAre you taking this in
Am I wasting my breath
Did I ruin my chance
Have you written me off