Reprehensible

Each night I lie awake completely alone
A voice is speaking and I tremble
For it's not my own, my ownI can't ignore it, although I try
The intrusive whisper fascinates me
Here's why, here's whyThe shadows gather 'round as the voice recites
The secret history of my immortal soulIndestructible, indefensible, reprehensible
10,000 years of unerasable acts
And permanent factsThe record of my unspeakable crimes
In previous lives, in previous times
Indelibly stains, the pages of historyIndestructible, indefensible, reprehensible
Night after night the voice recites my misdeeds
And puts me to sleep
And tells me I won't remember a thingWhen morning comes at last, I rub my eyes
Forgetting everything and thinking
Only of my plans, my plansThe world is spinning 'round and I'm on the top
And nothing in the world can ever make me stopIndestructible, indefensible, reprehensible
10,000 years of unerasable acts
And permanent facts and only I know
Who's responsibleIndefensible, reprehensible, me