Seven Digit Pin Code

They found my body near the river 
  Now all the people in our town, they think it was your father 
  I didn't get your consent, but that's how I make my rent 
  The void; it's hard to make a friend 
  When it's too hard to put down the lense 
  And so, I float 

  Drifted 'bout 50 miles past Jamestown 
  I was recovered in the more where I floated onto shore 
  While the James was good for me, 
  And the barbed wire, that's another story 
  It's hard to rest in peace 
  When you can't get no sympathy 

  And so... 

  I can't seem to keep my mind off that inght 
  The way that you left with all your friends 
  Beneath the bar lights. 
  I couldn't help but hate you 
  So I followed you, I followed you home 

  And oh, take off your clothes, stand by the window 
  So I can see the scar that sits below your naval 
  And oh, with the Rosary, I wish that was me 
  How I wish I could rest upon your chest forever 
  I float, I float, I float. 

  I wish that I believed in heaven 
  I can't thank Sunday School for that. 
  Send me a seven digit pin code 
  Let me repent, let me believe. 

  We learn what we can comprehend 
  The folding of our hands, the bending of our knees 
  And the Hial Mary's along the bedside 
  My innocence must have caught his eye 
  Enough to ruin the last 16 years of my life 
  It's so hard to repent 
  When you've been giving no such reason to believe 

  I took off my clothes, stood by the window 
  Well don't you see the same scar sits below my naval? 
  And oh, but it's there for life, 
  Better yet, the lack thereof 
  How I wish I could come back as a piece of jewelry. 

  And oh, I float 
  I float, I float