Weakened State

From the minute you saw it
By the time it left my mouth
I knew you wouldn't want it
But I had to let it outI saw your smile, and I fell
Now I just can't believe
There was no knowing deception
UnderneathAll that time
Did it pass while you were looking back
Waiting?I asked for the truth, every time
And now the ugly details
Are stuck in my mindAnd there's a premonition, I keep putting off
And the more time passes, the more I get soft
I'm standing up there in a weakened state
And it's not greatAll that time
Did it pass while you were looking back
Waiting?Often I'm waiting on the one
That maybe won't come
WaitingAnd I'm not saying anything
You think that I forgot
'Cuz I'm not saying anything
But I'm thinking a lotOften I'm waiting on the one
That maybe won't come
Waiting