Going Under

Pulling myself apart today
To see what's underneath
I analyze the things I say
It's a mystery to meWhy can't I be normal like everyone else?
Why can't I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me
But it's just too hard to seeWho am I now
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under nowLost like a ship without a sail
And terrified to fail
Sick of the sickness that I feel
It's a mystery to meWhy can't I be normal like everyone else?
Why can't I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me
But it's just too hard to seeWho am I now
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under nowI'm going under now
I'm going under nowWho am I now
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under nowWho am I now
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under now