Dear Angel

I just want to hear a voice 
I'm peeking through a little hole 
Can anybody hear me? 
Did I create this on my own? 

Where do I go? What am I looking for? 
Where do I go? What more can I do? 

My dear angel, I'm crying 
Please make me just a little more stronger 
My dear angel, can't you see that I'm seriously trying? 
My dear angel 
Show me I can run, show me that I can fly 
And show me I can walk through walls 
Show me I can jump off any building and be fine 

Everyone is running away from me 
Or am I running from them? 
Why am I invisible to what's most important to me? 

Another lesson for me to learn 
Don't you think I've been a good girl? 

My dear angel, please show me how to be happy 
Please show me a better me 
My dear angel, I promise you I'll keep believing 
My dear angel 
Show me I can run, show me that I can fly 
And show me I can walk through walls 
Show me I can play the grand piano with no hands 

My dear angel, I'm crying 
Please make me just a little more stronger 
My dear angel, can't you see that I'm seriously trying? 
My dear angel, outside I'm fine 
Deep down inside I really can't take it 
My dear angel, I'm hurting 
Hold my heart in your hands 
My dear angel 
I'm not gonna lose, no, I'm not gonna hide 
I'm gonna get my ass right up and I'm gonna 
Show you everything I can do