Lozin' Must

When I am lozin' must in a conversation 
it makes me use my imagination 
start to think that they're after me 
cause I'm as sore as those monkeys hope 
the chat goes on and I feel smaller 
the guys in front of me they get taller 
when I open my mouth again to tell them something more 
they answer me with a hockeyscore 

Must be strong, can't be wrong 
or you'll be lozin' must, you'll be loozin' trust in yourself 

Well, I have this girl and I make here crazy 
when I'm gone she's bored and lazy 
I get a kick from pushin' her 
but I'm not sure about how she feels about it 
my favorite hockeyteam are strugglin' 
it makes my stomach bubblin' bad 
their hard time really makes me sad 
we had some fucked up years 
now it's time to whipe away those tears 

It's been a tough time for me this past year 
lots of questions who I am or what I wanna be 
I also found some answers the fog is gone 
I feel better every day and now the feeling is here to stay