Looking Forward

Drove to your house in the hills
Where I wanted to be
The lights were all on and I knew
You were waiting for meAnd that road became familiar
Like the mystery shape of your heartAnd I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these daysThe fog in the morning
It clouded the world that we knew
It was almost enough
Being lonely and living for youAnd the rain came to our window
And I wish I could've stayedAnd I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these daysLet it go, let it go sunshine
Now you know, now you know
It's time, it's timeYou were asleep
While I gathered my things in the dark
The burns on my fingers
Were all that was left of the sparkI didn't wanna wake you
'Cause I knew I couldn't sayBut I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
And I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days