So much for staying alive

How empty it is when you're gone
Feels like everything I do just turning wrong
But you're only gone for a day or two
What will happen if you're gone forever on?

I fall so deep and never hit the ground
Roll to walk you never will arrive
Heel so high you'll never even see the top
That so hopeless it'd would be if you should die

So much for
Trying to stay alive
What for
Everybody dies

I can feel it creeping over me
Feeling all how loneliness would be
Sickness is another way of keeping sane
Insane just might be happiness to me

So much for
Trying to stay alive
What for
Everybody dies

Reasons
Is to be reasons
For a suicide
Our last goodbye

We'll know it's easier set and done
Try so hard to please everyone
In the end nobody really gives a damn
You're responsible for everything you've done

So much for
Trying to stay alive
What for
Everybody dies