Deep Inside

I'm not doin' great
I feel like I'm dead not thinkin' straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too lateDeep inside
(It can hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep insideWhy won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, I'm ok
I hope someday I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is the life I have madeDeep inside
(It can hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep insideWhat am I doing?
I can't believe this I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they bringing drama to meLook
Look at me now
(Now)Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep insideI can't stand
All of this fuckin' pain
Please God just go away
Please God just make them pay