Not Even Close

I have a dream of living a life that's easier said than done.



Stare in the mirror I'm unfascinated with everything I have done



I'm faking my way, living it down



Oh my God I'm lazy and I'm frenzied



Licking my wounds, and moving ahead



But I can't take this wine and bread



I'm not even close to where I want to be



And all of the people, as small as we are



Are crying out with our hands



Feeding the poor, feasting on sunsets



Take it away my friend



All of the hands are having their way



Licking their palms for a taste of grace



I'm saving myself for all the moments that I'll never have



I'm not even close to where I want to be



And all of the people, as small as we are



Climb out with our hands



I'm unfascinated as small as I am



Nothing else here is grand



So take me away, and move me ahead



So I can take a taste of wine and bread



I'm living it down, it's all that I have



This is about the things I'll have



Mercy



Cause I'm not even close to where I want to be



I'm unfascinated by everything else



And me