Biting Bullets

Did you know you were the girl 
that made me hate blonde hair and I 
just can't wait to make you hate me a little more 
And every night that I spend 
with bloodshot eyes and no end 
and enough excuses here to bury me alive 
So here I am a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest 
letting the carpet soak up all thats left to give 

Chorus: 
When you say you won't be sleeping 
'cause I can't begin to dream to shut my eyes 
and I'm biting bullets and watching phones for no apparent reason 
and I don't think that I'll make it out alive. 

Did you know you were the girl 
that made love a four letter word. 
I just can't wait to make you hate me a little more 
You made my head a mess with a life of doctor notes and ink blot tests
with enough empty bottles to bury me alive 
so here I am a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest 
letting the carpet soak up all thats left to give 

Chorus 

when a smile is a close call 
and my words caught in my throat 
I'm an inch away from dying 
and I'm lucky if I choke 
(x2) 

So here I am a love worn masochist
with hearts carved straight across my chest 
letting the carpet soak up all thats left to give 

Chorus 
x2

No I don't think that I'll make it out alive.