Numb

Calm downs to coma and I'm washed away in sleep
 There's a man on the train talking to his feet
 All these places sound the same, I've forgotten what I need
 Missed my stop again and days turn into weeds

 Open up the senses that were holding me back
 Wide open spaces where strangers once sat
 Fade into blue, I fade into black
 I subside, I'm weightless, I'm a panic attack

 But I just let go
 I just lost control
 And everything I am
 It's all in my hands
 It's all in my hands

 What are these standing stones with edges cut to curves
 Whitewash the colours and get what I deserve
 Drown out the voices and everything I heard
 Paralyze the choices, sever all the nerve

 Building karma rescue me beneath this hollow sky
 If I don't do anything do these rules still apply?
 Can't see the danger, can't see the sense
 I'm just a stranger claiming self-defence

 And I just let go
 I just lost control
 And everything I am
 It's all in my hands
 It's all in my hands
 Numb as I am
 It's all in my hands

 I nearly got lost back then
 I nearly let a cry out
 What if I just kept on walking?
 What if I just walked right out?
 What if I just walked right out?

 But I just let go
 I just lost control
 And everything I am
 It's all in my hands
 Numb as I am
 It's all in my hands